I Don't know to do

Fuck .. Not to do, I have a sort of fear of losing you, really be so? I will be right and just be falling into a sort of .. hmm .. "Trap"? Why does this happen to me? u.u! People who are feeling .. willing to give everything for me that are here but you're not there and ..Damn! not to do! u_u! something I would not exist .. better? D:

Just give up 

I only need .. a light in my life? D: 

This is something like us..

You're so unattainable for me. But I don't wanna lost you :/ Hey listen to me ! I don't know to do :S I feel very lost in the void ..